Well, this is kind of a rant of my life at the moment, and how things can drop from being the greatist thing ever, to being the worst, then starting to increase again.

'Real life'...well we all need to escape it at some point, and i've talked to someone about things that are going on, someone who's had worse than me, and admitted so many things that happened to them and how to deal with things, of course i can't tell you there name, or what has happened, because not only would i get in trouble but they could havce something serverly bad happen to them for telling me...

But into MY life, not there's... well, my first start is relationships, it seems when i get into a relationship, the person i had fallen for before shows interest in me, and this didn't change when i found someone again.

Well, i didn't leave the person i was already with, but now i have after constant on and offs, not only that, but someone i was with before has recently got into contact with me. (You know when you meet someone you love for who they are. but they mess up your life and your plans just by being there?) Well yeah, and there are others, it seems i'm overwhelmed here, every decision i make is a bad one, and i know life is a continuous process of trial and error, but i've had ENOUGH right now.

To get away from my own problems, i've let my friend drag me into there's, and this is involving a big fight that is obviously going to happen, because i promised, before she told me that i stand up for whatever it is. I did, because with her the people normally only need talking to. Now i've gotten myself into a big fight soon to happen, and i'm standing up for her, but i don't break my promises, so it will follow through. I'm not sure whether i'd want to deal with my life or her's right now.

MORE things to happen, school. I've had a letter home saying about me possibly getting excluded, my teacher is victimising me out of everyone, so there will possibly be something there, and my mum will sort it out with her.

Life outside school, tough, mostly relationships right now...then there is the usual girl bitchyness going on, as usual the blame gets put on me, before they realise that 1.) They wouldn't stand up to me to say sorry or admit there wrong. 2.) they don't want to admit that they're WRONG. I don't do stuff like that...had enough.




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So much more that i can't stand, and my stress is slowly building up, just recently i've hit a bus stop (I advise you not to do so...) And bruised my knuckles, rather than hitting someone.

Things have all gone wrong, i've gotten texts threatening me for talking to 'eoples boyfriends', so obviously being stubborn i text back, saying there my mate and i can text them, then they stopped, got another text today saying they were sorry...i said i don't accept apologies just like that.

I still text that person because they're a mate.

there's so much more going on with other friends, family and all, but that's just stuff i'd get too worked up about writing.


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Requests... yeah, behind.
ArtTrades...On time!
Soooooooooooo many pictures i started aqnd havn't finished.



















GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Sorry for the rant, but i'm just keeping it real.

Just telling you that life isn't all roses and sweet dreams.

It's daggers and sleepless nights mostly.

Not only that, BUT I'M ILL, my head keeps having on and off turns of pain... and i keep getting colds

Well, other than that, it's all good, and i should hopfully start coming back on here again with new styles of drawing and such!







See you then

Also,


I'm now open to ArtTrades, now my art is better i feel like it is worth sharing out with people

And that list i was doing:

Here's the LIST;

1.Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence-[link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation-[link]
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out -[link]
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude-[link]
100. Relaxation


I havn't gotten any closer to finishing it... even if it has closed or whatever, i still wanna finish it now!

Might take a while but i will get round to it.


See you LATERZ.